I am Sick of This a.k.a. Still Waiting a.k.a. Dancing on a Ladder
God, I don’t know where to begin describing what I have been through as a result of this network. Whether it has been my decision to leave New Zealand last year only to be chased out of Berlin, being watched having a shower in my own home, being brutally observed in the work place or the ruining of many of my friendships and relationships. Whatever it is, my life has seriously had detrimental effects as a result of the network and the restrictions that have been placed upon me.
For a over year and a half I have been told that it’s almost over. Someone’s getting a special Christmas present, Camp A Low Hum… it’s all coming undone, if your life is threatened as a result of the network they will have to step in, when you get back to New Zealand it will all be over, if you’re forced to be on medication the network will stop, and on and on it goes. For fuck sake, enough is enough. There is information about my private life being distributed to the public on a global scale and there is a serious lack of consideration of the negative effects it has having on my life and a serious lack of dialogue with me about it.
If people want to film people in public spaces like on dance floors and distribute it on the internet that is one thing, just let me know where they are so I can do my best to avoid them, but to go rifleing through someone’s email accounts, listen to their cell phone conversations, look at their bank accounts or monitor their motions and body temperatures within their own homes seriously encroaches upon one’s civil liberties.
Yes, there will be occasions when this sort of survallence is necessary and legal but I honestly feel this has crossed WAY over that boundry. I think that what is going on here is out right illegal and an abuse of governmental resources. I have many questions as to how this is being funded and whether it has now become a (badly managed) commercial venture. If these governmental survalence resources are being used for commercial gain then I want more transparency immediately.
One thing’s for sure, I know these words don’t even begin to give justice to my thoughts about this. I did however want to publicly state that I am still waiting for my initial demands to be met. Still waiting for some privacy from the network, and to have formal dialogue with someone from the network who is well informed as to how the network is structured, and who has the power to make some changes to the network and it’s relationship to me.
